promise, na?
yes i promise
listen..
i always needed time on my own
i never thought that i’d need you there when i cry
and the days feel like years when im alone
and the bed where you lie is made up on your side
when you walked away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now
when you’re gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you’re gone
the face i came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I’ve never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I’d do,
I’d give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me,
yeah
serious. i miss you.
credit: lyrics here and video here
i have goals now. i realized my life is changed. and it’s so colorful
thank you
i was crying so hard, i watch him at immegresen. counter to check the immegresion, i know he didnt saw me there. he thought i was still standing at the first place he waved me but i actually at his back, watching him closely.
and i think i almost understand. but it is not yet 100%. i still thinking, doing research, asking questions. i want to prepare. and most of all, i want to know the exact road to walk. i am walking now but learn from the direction. this really remind me of one Taiwanese drama, ” Silence ” yes. this is it. the drama that i really enjoy, full with message. and all words are riddle, just what i want. but it’s a sad drama. sad ending. very sad ending.

a phrase that i most likely to remember is when the hero, Vic from F4 (he was my fav in f4, once
), he said, “every person has different route to achieve the goal. we will go to the same destination but walk in different ways. some walk fast, some walk slow and that;s how life is. we will die, but how we die is different. but eventually, we will all die” well, something like this he said, no exactly but kinda.
Listen to this song,
being a cartoon addict is not bad at all. i’m still watching naruto. and it taught many things.
The Fourth Hokage’s Death Match
credit: crunchyroll
watch this. then you will know the true meaning of LOVE
a gut of never give up
a friendship
a family
love vs hatred
a word that change the world
so many things… it’s all in Naruto Shippuden